Monday, September 12, 2011

Writing 12092011

Ok i am quite frustrated at the moment or today as i was experiancing lots of reactions. I experianc a pressure on my eyes and forehead that is quite uncomfortable. I see this still connected to the experinace of going to the mountain - compromising myself in the believe that i "will help the other being"- its a point i have to really be careful of and work with selfforgiveness as this played out in many relationships - and i always fucked myself up-
It stems from competition/comparing wanting to be superiour/fear or inferiority -> judgment-> Ego-believe ->fight for Ego-believe
Ok, so this week i want to get at least 6 hours sleep so - good night

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